The First Time I knew You || Regression

 

Maybe these riddles will be the undoing of me,

is is so much to remember

to realise each time

and in each life I relive those earliest days

and nights

when I found the seed and bought ae to thee

who already breathes knowingly

and so we are more

and asked; what for?

So many and much as resides

and we found pride, sisters

and so much life.

And I have come to understand these early questions

as I ask them again and again

and learn love

and oh how so much loss

but I live

they live in me

we live

they live in you

I live for you

and we are all she.

Within is without, each contraction knows

pain brings birth not hate

we learn to reshape, grow,

beyound such selfish need and nurture

more.

Always more in the dark

blades of light

chaos gris'd

bewinged

freefalling through realities

always orientating on home

though first place is lost to wave

disseminated in the waters as we are

so all is. Waiting.